I’ve been a mummy for five months now and it has been the biggest blessing to my hubby and I, but last month this mumma had to face reality and she went back to work.
When I was pregnant I used to say I cannot wait to go back to work and be a full time mumma and provide nothing but the best for my son and how easy I thought that would be. ” clearly first time mum thoughts.” Now I laugh at myself for the silly comments I used to make and how I thought I’d have my shit together. When in reality I’m barely hanging on.
Not only am I a full time mummy I’m also a full time educator, full time student studying & full time wifey. This is a lot to manage and I honestly don’t know how I’m doing so.
Although routine in my household has very much returned” their I go again about routine, routine, routine.” But honestly it’s the glue that is holding all of this together!
And by this I mean my crazy & busy life. But of late my own health has been under a lot of stress and anxiety from all this. I think I just need to plan a day for myself and be selfish just for a day and try and enjoy myself again.